By Susan Ciancio
Behind nearly every great son is a great mother. Next week, we have the chance to celebrate both mother and son. Sunday is the Feast of St. Monica, and Monday is feast of her son, St. Augustine. St. Monica prayed for many years for her wayward son, even following him to Italy when he tried to evade her.
As we know, God always hears our prayers. Yet He answers them in His time.
It took years for Augustine to change his ways and follow Christ, but he eventually renounced his sinful life. He became a priest, then later a bishop, and finally one of the most famous Catholic theologians of all time. He spread a culture of life by helping the poor, denouncing heresies, and teaching the faith.
Yet, as a young man, Augustine thought he could never live a pure life and be a “good” Christian, so his early attempts at it were feeble. We know that this pained him deeply, and he lamented over this inability. Catholic Online tells us that Augustine was troubled by the story of two men who were so moved by the teachings of St. Antony that they immediately converted. It troubled Augustine because he was ashamed—ashamed because he had not yet had that same experience. Purportedly he flung himself on the ground and cried out to God, “How long more, O Lord? Why does not this hour put an end to my sins?” At that moment, he heard a child sing “Take up and read.” So Augustine opened a book containing the letters of St. Paul and read the first thing his eyes fell upon. In that letter, St. Paul said to imitate Jesus and put away all impurities. That was just the inspiration Augustine needed, and from that moment on, he changed his life.
Do we need a wake-up call too?
We’re a lot like St. Augustine of the early days sometimes, aren’t we? It’s hard to always do the right thing. We falter. We sin. We despair. We pick ourselves up and try again. But then something happens, and we lose faith in ourselves. Sometimes we even lose faith in God. We act more as agents of the culture of death than as agents of a culture of life.
God’s hand in St. Augustine’s life tells us many important things. But most importantly, it teaches us about God’s infinite mercy. God is not a petulant child who is hurt so much by sin that He stamps his foot and walks away from us. He does not hold grudges when we hurt Him. He does not punish us by making bad things happen here on Earth. Yes, we deeply wound God by our sins. Yes, someday we will have to atone for them. But God will never leave us. He is here with us always, even when we think we don’t want Him. He is our one constant, and He tells us this repeatedly.
No matter what happens in life, no matter what we go through, He is always there. Whether we scorn Him, push Him away, or forget about Him, He remains. Not only is He simply there, but He is there with open arms to welcome us back.
What do I do?
St. Augustine once cried out to God, “Too late I have loved you.”
Let us pray—today and every day—that those are words we never have to utter. If you have fallen away, pick yourself up. If you are doing less than you should, do more. If you are diligently praying for someone or something, do not give up. Keep praying. God hears you.
Remember that St. Monica prayed for many, many years for the conversion of her son and for her husband as well. Her perseverance helped lead them to Christ.
We can all use Monica’s and Augustine’s examples to help build a culture of life. But we must persist in prayer, do good works, and have faith in Christ.
However, spreading the culture of life does not happen if all we do is go to Mass on Sundays. Spreading the culture of life is something we must do every day.
In addition, we must teach our children the faith. Pray as a family. Volunteer as a family. Do good works for our neighbors, for our coworkers, and for people we don’t like. We must stand up for the marginalized—those with disabilities, the forgotten elderly, and preborn babies. We must work every day to allow the light of Christ to shine through us in all we do. If we keep that light bottled up and release it only between 10am and 11am on Sunday mornings, we are not truly living as Christ asks us to live.
Our world today desperately needs the light of Christ, and using that light to foster a culture of life must start with each one of us. No one is unimportant. And everyone has a role to play. We can all effect change. Like Augustine, we simply have to make the decision to let go of our sinful ways and be more like Christ.
So as we celebrate these feast days, let us use the beautiful examples of St. Monica and St. Augustine to inspire us to start making changes in our own lives. And let us never forget that God hears our prayers.